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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Life in Singapore is.. practical? Even at my workplace, it is so... People appear to be with you but u never know when they gonna tok bout you from the back.. Im aint no an actor.. I cant act juz to please others.. Even when i was juz joking, i have to think twice.. So what..Be good and obedient.. Listen and do.. Doesnt that sound like being a dog's life...? Even if tryin to act juz so goes against j0n.. I know, i have to pick up this skill to act accordingly for the future.. cuz im sure outside working enviroment wud be the same way too.. or maybe even worse.. So in order to survive, i have to be that way... being too much of j0n will kill j0n eventually... Maybe thats juz life... Of cuz it wud be the best to be myself.. Wayang-ing aint my type.. People i respect actually doesnt seem to be respectable.. Who knows when shit will happen and they bite ur head off in the end.. u never the person wud be that way... j0n is a person who wud rather get hurt to know every truth then to be keep in the dark.. Or issit better to be kept in the dark and get fooled without knowing anything so to avoid getting hurt or unhappy? Cuz j0n minds can really run wild u see... Marathon, Biathalon, Trithalon and goes on.. It will juz keep going and going.. maybe till the event is over and he finally can rest.. Headache u see... what will u guys do? To know or not to know... im confused.. Im sure theres many more things i have yet to know or will never be known to me.. Each time i got 'surprises'.. Each time i juz got to learn it.. Im like lost.. I dunoe what to do.. It seem really so hard to get it.. and its getting tougher.. Someone enlighten me? Its even harder to explain to anybody.. I dun even know how to phrase it out exactly.. So who else can tok to me beside myself.. I wud let it be... and see how it goes.. and i will juz goes with the flow.. Haven been ranting to my blog since so long.. so BLOG take my words... and swallow... Thanks emo-jon |
:: demonic spawn PROFILE 
Name: j0n
-[ i miss dancing so muchie; ]- -[ i respect frenship; ]- -[ i cherish frenship; ]- -[ i believe in frenship; ]- -[ i love new hp msg when i juz woke up; ]- -[ i love stage; ]- -[ i love dancing; ]- -[ i love singing; ]- -[ i love the beach; ]- -[ i love quietness; ]- -[ i love chaos; ]- -[ i love crowds; ]- -[ i love being alone; ]- -[ i fear being alone too tho; ]- -[ i can be a quiet guy; ]- -[ i can be noisy as well; ]- -[ i love to hug..; ]- -[ but is there anyone?; ]- :: fetish uncoils - - - - - :: dark desires
Sunday Till Sunday AfterNn
May 2007 :: treasurous content Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm :: demon's childs
- [F.Bodz] :: victims' screams
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