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Thursday, July 19, 2007
Its a peaceful night of duty... Gud Day~!! Last night, she sound weird and she having headache.. Plus she have to do research for her proj.. Poor thingy.. If im not on duty i wud have help her.. i was waiting for her call and keep myself awake by watching anime.. waited till ard 2, she have yet to call so i juz continue waiting and its 3am ald.. so i guess she muz have slp le so i din call to disturb her.. in the end the next day realise she tried calling many times but cant get thru.. i wonder why.. too bad then.. like finding and waiting but cant get it.. sian.. Finally, duty over and gona home.. but its raining~!! im stuck at the guardroom and got pissed so juz steal the umbrella from there and juz go.. but wat.. no difference with using the umbrella... im still wet and got splash by this MuthaF**kin bus at the traffic light.. in the end i juz take a cab back home.. bloody hell.. who know at this point of time, she got wet in the rain too.. went home and change then back to sch.. so qiao huh... i heard a story the previous night.. im glad to hear bout it.. To allow me to understand the person alil more.. To know whats gg on.. the story led me to think bout mine, my family.. every family have their own problem.. i have too.. not juz my family but including relatives.. i know some things will remain this way for a long time.. or maybe it will not change at all.. not very healthy to be this way of cuz but it juz tat way.. i been thru wat u been thru.. some similarities btw us in this too.. i have pass that stage.. hope someday u will too.. sure will de.. Goin to slp soon.. ~~~~~ o.0 ~~~~~ i really Wonder y my fren can be that way.. i wun for sure.. they are the problem or im the problem? things are good but sometimes its not.. maybe im too sensitive.. thinkin alil more.. tats y making myself feelin uncomfortable.. maybe im acting smart to think tat lil more.. but thats how i feel from it.. or the first feel i get.. recently i miss huggin alot.. each time i hug i juz wana hang on.. the smell that linger on my jacket.. i miss it.. covering the feeling in btw or there wasnt anymore.. i hope things will be better.. i feel a river in btw compare to the small stream before.. tell me im wrong... -sigh- |
:: demonic spawn PROFILE 
Name: j0n
-[ i miss dancing so muchie; ]- -[ i respect frenship; ]- -[ i cherish frenship; ]- -[ i believe in frenship; ]- -[ i love new hp msg when i juz woke up; ]- -[ i love stage; ]- -[ i love dancing; ]- -[ i love singing; ]- -[ i love the beach; ]- -[ i love quietness; ]- -[ i love chaos; ]- -[ i love crowds; ]- -[ i love being alone; ]- -[ i fear being alone too tho; ]- -[ i can be a quiet guy; ]- -[ i can be noisy as well; ]- -[ i love to hug..; ]- -[ but is there anyone?; ]- :: fetish uncoils - - - - - :: dark desires
terrible feeling
May 2007 :: treasurous content Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm :: demon's childs
- [F.Bodz] :: victims' screams
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