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Friday, July 20, 2007
ouch..my back hurts.. haix... i guess its muz be the dance prac juz now.. i have lotsa to catch with the rest.. tryin to absorb as much as possible.. tml will have the prac again..i muz at last finish what had choreo.. tml i got virtual shooting too.. shud be fun but juz all the waiting time sucks.. There this fren who have been around since i know him.. tho we really seldom meet up or even contact he is someone i know that will 'back' u up..or least me.. i really appreciate that.. im sorry..this 2 month will be a busy week for me and a tiring one.. i will hold on man and dun worry.. im aint the kinda to fall sick easily that need to go seek for a doc.. schedule for the month wud be work dance work dance work dance.. plus anything for someone.. Did i feel some changes? or issit i think too much? I feel it changing gradually.. i can feel it.. Got evidence too.. But is tat the truth? or i juz dun wish to face it? things juz changed.. i read msg from the past and comparing it from what i receive now is... i miss those msges.. i miss those 'misses'.. i miss those 'wana meet?'.. i miss those 'sweetie', i miss those 'hugs', i miss those 'loves'... it moving further and further away.. that i feel the coldness.. that i fear to hope for one and to disappoint myself.. at times i feel the warmth but issit really the warmth or im juz satisfied with that lil factors, for the short moment? am i juz a company? am i appreciated or treated like normal? for granted? no matter what it is.. i still continue to do my part.. doin what i have been doin.. i cant help to retrict myself to do that.. juz to learn to supress the feeling inside.. keeping it there and juz there.. how long will this goes on? i dunoe too.. i fear to end what we have now.. i dunwan to.. it will be a torture to be alone again.. when i tot someone is there.. what shud be the result? which shud be the way? i wana hug u~! Am i asking too much? Till The End, I Still Fear To Lose... |
:: demonic spawn PROFILE 
Name: j0n
-[ i miss dancing so muchie; ]- -[ i respect frenship; ]- -[ i cherish frenship; ]- -[ i believe in frenship; ]- -[ i love new hp msg when i juz woke up; ]- -[ i love stage; ]- -[ i love dancing; ]- -[ i love singing; ]- -[ i love the beach; ]- -[ i love quietness; ]- -[ i love chaos; ]- -[ i love crowds; ]- -[ i love being alone; ]- -[ i fear being alone too tho; ]- -[ i can be a quiet guy; ]- -[ i can be noisy as well; ]- -[ i love to hug..; ]- -[ but is there anyone?; ]- :: fetish uncoils - - - - - :: dark desires
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May 2007 :: treasurous content Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm :: demon's childs
- [F.Bodz] :: victims' screams
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