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Sunday, December 14, 2008
Yes, i shut the computer, Get on to bed and im back here again. Just Thought and feels... FB's 1ST Ever Production - Get Educated! is finally over. After months of practicing and rehearsal, i believe we have done our best. Its the 1st Production we had and the one that is produce by solely F.Boderz. Just the Club, all the family's member we have, we are able to make this work out. In fact, we do not have any dance instructor to train, to motivate, to guide and teaches us. At least ever since im in FB, there's none. It was in 2002 when i had joined. By the time im a senior, there's only the 5 of us keeping things going in the club. It wasnt easy but with just the 5 of us, its indeed a sweet and bitter journey. To this day, 2008, we have over 100 of family members. Yes, poly life is 3 yrs but i still stuck to the club till now cuz seriously i din bear to leave. New generation comes and gab widen between us. 6 generation comes and im the Great-Great-Great-Great-Grand Senior? i think so. Finally, here comes the 1st FB Production! Get to know more juniors(tho they do not know who am i), get to see a clearer pictures of some, learning more dope moves and getting sick of eating MacDonald everyday. Shit does happen. People getting injured, ache, emotional, stress, tears, technical problems. End of the day, its FB's Cheers! Its the last night of the Production, indeed, an emotional night. In fact, the first night when i saw the first genre performance, i was touched. Wetness filled my eye. Controlled. Its link me back to the first performance by my junior at the atrium. I was touched too. For tonight, i held back quite a few times. I felt the family bond is strong once again. As a 5Gs Senior, i see the club grows from the time i joined, its really affecting. Watching the photos on the screen brings back lots n lots of memories. After all, life goes on. Lotsa thinking and decision to make. To Baby: Read your blog and i feel i haven been good. Family, Kb, Dance is what i cherish. Things doesnt comes easy to what i have with them. Things we been thru, encounter and achieve is meaningful. Sorry for neglecting u recently. Thanks for being understanding(tho sometimes still .. ..), care n concern, supportive, and to know my enthusiastic towards this dance production or rather this dance club. i cherish u, i hope things work out too. Loves... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Getting too realistic and practical? Bad? in some sense, maybe. Once again, life goes on.. Decision have to be made. Choice have to be chosen. Plans should be done. What have i been doing? Wasting my years away? What can i do? Confusion rushes in again and again. |
:: demonic spawn PROFILE 
Name: j0n
-[ i miss dancing so muchie; ]- -[ i respect frenship; ]- -[ i cherish frenship; ]- -[ i believe in frenship; ]- -[ i love new hp msg when i juz woke up; ]- -[ i love stage; ]- -[ i love dancing; ]- -[ i love singing; ]- -[ i love the beach; ]- -[ i love quietness; ]- -[ i love chaos; ]- -[ i love crowds; ]- -[ i love being alone; ]- -[ i fear being alone too tho; ]- -[ i can be a quiet guy; ]- -[ i can be noisy as well; ]- -[ i love to hug..; ]- -[ but is there anyone?; ]- :: fetish uncoils - - - - - :: dark desires
Emotion
May 2007 :: treasurous content Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm :: demon's childs
- [F.Bodz] :: victims' screams
Say Your Piece
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