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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Big Happy Birthday To MIssy Baby Hazel~!! Still consider as baby Ma? lolXx.. All the best to You then... wanted to but scared.. however, still saw something that i shudnt see... ~~~~ o.0 ~~~~ jon: "juz keep inside k...Shhhhhh..." Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Its lunchtime and im here again... cuz theres nothing better to do... juz feel like sleeping only.. juz got inform that i got to attend a millitary funeral.. so meaning i have to wear No.1 and fire blank.. hahaXxx... Well... it sure wud be troublesome to do those preparation.. got to go for fitting,bringing it home, wash it and iron~!!! haha if so i gona take photos with it.. Another 11.5hrs wud be the Baby Hazel Bdae.. Happy birthday in advanced~!! Ok i got to go back work le... Cya....~!~!!! WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~`` im sorry... kinda made u face turn black black.. forgive me ya... hmmmi dunoe wat to blog leh... some random pics.. Gettin alil vain but not too vain oso la Thats the sweet lil plaster~! SmileXx~!~ ! You taught me how to smileXx ... Relax... Saw that? A Snail~! i hate to step on it man... its like in the night after some rain or whatever... it juz crawl around.. and out of nowhere u feel something crack and squashy under ur feet... Eeekk damn la.... Kill somthing like so innocent like tat.. damn... but i din kill this la...lolXxx was walkin home the other day then this is wat i saw.. get it? a cat and a toad is staring at each other... wAHAhaha~!! lame i know... but like so funny la... they like got nothing in common, so y they lookin at each other? maybe juz find each other amusing...wahaha erm.. maybe only i think its amusing... lolXxx... Halloween Night... He's Drunk LIke dunoe what~!!!here's the big one u gona see... wahahahah the playful us... know who issit not?? beside my mouth there.. wahahha i quite like this one... Thanks for being random with me... Let see if there's anymore next time... lolXxx... goody Nighty... BB NIteXx// oPpXxxxx Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~! Sunday, June 24, 2007
jon was toking to jon: "Hey u toopid.. u better upgrade urself, u dun wana miss any chance right? remember that she's the one who taught u how to smilex..and u are not good at it still,u need more classes of that.." "And ur saving program still going u idiotie, u better limit urself...u have ald spend alot n lots more...~!!!! see how u gona handle the coming 15 days la~!!! serve u right.." "Sayin that u can blog but cant u mind ur own language? Damn u.. u hurt someone k~!!! u Idiotie" "learn not to know everything..i mean u know e limit la..normal stuff is alrite still.. u know what i mean cuz u understand the fact behind it ald..so work on it.." Yup.. today is a good day.. maybe its a new start.. i hope there will be this chance for me.. i dunwana regret so i do wat i can.. so let see how it goes.. im glad to know bout all this stuff.. im not hurt.. juz disappointed in myself... its a gd reflect for me.. i got an ans to the previous blog.. so the ans is: "Knowing everything is redundent..as long as ur partner is mature enough to know what she is doin. At the end she will let u know still.." Ya... that what i get for now ya.. hope it help the rest who in trouble with this question.. i wana know ma if got chance not.. shudnt ask ba.. if no then tell me lo.. lalalalal watever... Haix i need to improve my brain man... any ideas how? i cant seem to remember things well enough man... n thats a big big problem.. learning slow in steps.. forgetting what others have said.. causing bad analysing.. daMN~!!!! ~~~~ o.0 ~~~~ -Sorry once again.. -Upgrading~ -im juz smiling~ jon loves jon Friday, June 22, 2007
i know u are stress up.. i wonder what that 2 fellow wans.. 1 can be settle if u wan tho its hard.. make a choice... harsh and thats it.. the other he is juz that she.. what i can do is try not to stress u any much more.. i wans u to be happy... from the heart.. no matter what.. not everything can be settle in a way that is fair to everyone.. im takin this as a heart training session.. i have to make sure its strong if not i will get a heart attack.. if not i can choose to stop the training session... i wonder how.. its tough for me too.. ~~~~ o.0 ~~~~ misses~ (My apologies for the langauge u bout to read...) ~~~~ [.\/.] ~~~~ dAMn thOsE FuCkErS Out thErE~!!!! Ur BlOoDy pIeCe of ShItT~!!!!!!!! FuCk Off FroM OtHerS LiFe~!!! I know you are troubled today. u avoided my question again. More or less i know who cud be the culprit.. BUt since i know why dun wana tell me? Its not that i know nuts bout it.. Even if its not what im thinkin or whatever that upset u, cant i be the one giving the listening ear? I dun wan u to choose to act and smile then to share it with me.. Maybe it will feel better letting it out? I tot we gona take lotsa of photos but it din seem tat way tho.. they have come for ur performance out of the sudden,so well, i dun think i shud keep u around.. U oso wana go with them too.. If it wasnt them will u tell me u gona off ur hp? and the reason why? will i know bout it today? and im right in my guessing.. i wonder why i respect him in the first place.. So after departed i juz walk n walk n walk alone... Now i know why pple cud juz walk so much n dun feel tired bout it.. reach this dunoe what place and sat down for awhile.. u cant see me ya? u dunwana see my face at tat time.. its stink... well continue my aimless walk and end up at esplanade.. y i went there man... saw a few couples.. theres working adult male and female, old age couple, youngster couple, gay and gay, butch and lesbian.. whats the world going to be man.. cant those pple respect their organS and goes against the nature~!! grab a henekien and sat down at the long and broad stairs of marina square.. it was empty at first till a malay couple came.. well.. so i went off.. wonder what i was doin man.. a night where i have never done anything like this before.. walking around alone in the lonesome night and dance at the corner ot the city alone to my hp.. Finally im home..bloggin.. Well.. the performance was great experience still.. alil crop up but i guess still aint too bad.. salsa again? got to think bout it..... thanks mum for coming to watch~! ~~~~ o.0 ~~~~ NIL Speechless.. Nothing is in my mind while taking the stroll.. i wonder why.. remember this spiral stairs at marina? our trail... Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Boring.. and so i ended up blogging in camp.. juz finish some SAI GANG.. waiting for after lunch at 12 then back to workcenter.. im like so tired.. only slept like less then 2 hr last night and the the previous night.. Juz cant get to sleep after lying there for hours.. Sometimes really hope im the pig kind to sleep whenever i wan man.. but too bad im anit one.. juz like a walking zombie in the camp yo.. tonight will be going over to the claymore whatever for salsa session for tml union performance.. How will the performance be man? There will many other groups performing as well.. As a salsa noobie i think as long no mistake is made wud be good tho.. HaHa... I mean still got to outshine others too la.. Tonight i better to get a good rest man... I need to sleep~!! Im back to my camp after a long course.. kinda demoralise working here but well since i have no choice but to return i better do something bout it.. Got to get my techical knowlegde so as to work... gotten that and able to speak up better too.. So as to shut other mouth.. Acting? or rather to say "a surf that goes with the wind" proceed accordingly to whoever i meet... Listen and do the tasking.. I Juz wana a peaceful years in here.. ~~~~ o.0 ~~~~ Save Up Jon~!!! Upgrade Urself~!! Do Something Before Leaving Here~!! Be Decisive~!! Know What You Doing & Do It Well~!! Heart Matters - Its Hard... Lets See How It Goes.. I Dun Wish To Give Up Still.. Misses~ If I were blue, would you be there for me, And whisper in my ears that's okay, Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight, And say you love me one more time. If I feel good, would you slow dance with me, And touch my lips with tender love and care Would you die for me, would you run with me, And never look back.. Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away? Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away? Would you be there If I'm away, would you still think of me, And wished that you would hold me now, Would you die for me, would you run with me, all the way Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away? Would you be there to save my soul tonight? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be there, to kiss my pain away. Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away? Would you be there to save my soul tonight? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be there, to kiss my pain away. Would you be there, for me. Juz feel like falling sick and get a rest at home.. Have been feeling tired these days.. ~~~~ 0.o ~~~~ im thinking too much right? Right? Tuesday, June 19, 2007
People Will Forget What You DO, People May Forget What You SAY, But People Will Never Forget How You Made Them Feel.. Monday, June 18, 2007
170607 i had a dream...!!! i dreamt of her... i dream that i was in genting as well wit junhao and denis i think,... and when i reach there i tried to go for the outdoor park to find her, cuz somehow she told me that she will be there at that day.. But the place i alighted seem so far away from there.. theres no more train(dunoe y got train in gentin too) towards there, no more bus to there... so in the end i ran over... but its like so far... anxiously wana find you and surprise u but i juz dun get any nearer to there tho i can see it.. ran n ran n ran till its daybreak... Oh ya in btw i dunoe how i get into someone house toilet lo~!! then ran n ran... then i woke up le... LolXx...Weird dream... thinking of u too much le ba... iTs sunday.. and im back to work... from like 1245 to 1900... While on the way home from work, SHE called~!! During work i even bring the cordless phone around with me, was thinkin if she called then i wud know~! but who knows when i change to another place where i cant bring the cordless phone, she called around tat time lo... sucha damn shit... i saw the 'Unknown Call' on the Hp display and i was like WOW.. Immediately i pick the call...Oh man... Like so long i have been waiting for the call la.. Chatted like the first time we ever chat on the phone, talkin non stop... So happy la, and smile allll the way.... HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE~!!!! Hope u have fun over there but please take care k... and be careful!~~~!!!! When i was changing bus at geylang seria juz now, there was this guy lying on the Bus Stop seat.. A pool of vomit on the floor too la.. He woke up rub his nose and went back to lie on his "BED OF VOMIT".. Disgusting shit... I turned around to the other side, there was this lil girl alight from the cab and start vomitting at the roadside too la...think she got carsick ba... what the hell right...Vommiting day... Finally reach home and change and went to cine K Box to meet Hao Peisin n elaine.. Dunoe y i got v stone when i reach there.. din sing much oso..lolx.. Then the girls went back early and we 2 stayed on for alil more while la.. white grapes Supper time and we went to "Wen Dao Shi" at geylang... Dope Dim Sum k... she called when i juz finish my food..Nice timing... But sorry she, wasnt home at that time.. cuz she actually went online to look for me but i was outside and made her waste her 15 buck K~!!!!! JUNHAO ALL UR FAULT TO ASK ME GO EAT~!!!! stupid genting internet cafe, so damn exx oso... At this time she is really tired..can even hear from the way she tok lo... but thankx for calling..HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEE i think i was alil crazy take so many pics of the food..hahaha enjoy drooling then.... Where's our food~!!! Was reading me previous entry... what was i refering to for that hate thingy huh?? i cant seem to rememebr it man...lolXx ~~~~~o.0~~~~~ So Near Yet So Far~ Im so so so glad that u called.. My hp seem to be on silent mode since last night till today.. Missing u still... Saturday, June 16, 2007
LolXx... the Title of the blog.. After last night duty i went back for Bellman class straight in the morning.. its for the class and for hazel before she go genting.. Beside dancing we din had much time left for our own tho.. Have our dinner at TPY and took a cab back to ur place... and u slept in the cab too.. And then our goodbye le.. U take care k and please protect urself and dun fall sick.. its a really tiring day for me..i slept only for 2 hrs and have been rushing for this...lolXx.. i juz hope u like it... but i wan u to take care of it...lolXxx *pics coming uP later.. So well stay at home all the way... Hao called to ask me go MOS but its like too late so never go plus im tired la pls... it was a lonely night...there nothing for me to do.. juz like the jon a month ago... wat if its gona be this way again man.. ~~~~~~~ o.0 ~~~~~~ Its so bored and like im the only one at home... im glad when i realise it... heheheheh... only i know... i think...? missing you... Friday, June 15, 2007
I JUST BLOODY HATE IT~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
o.0 Jon&Jon Scream-ed @ 6/15/2007 03:25:00 AM 0.o
I know about this all along.. and tonight i know i have to start practising it.. so to try make our life easier... if im able ya... Used to Punched into the wall.. Used to Scream my blog... Used to dance and heck bout others.. But now? To think back.. Im different from what u tot i am at first.. then slowly i seem to change again... Emo j0n is back~!! loLXxxxx Damn.... where all those pics man.. ....... haiz ....... someone make me into a happy go lucky person will do.. thanks
o.0 Jon&Jon Scream-ed @ 6/15/2007 02:26:00 AM 0.o
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Its getting tougher and tougher.. Till that i got no idea what to do.. Kept letting it be till now where i dunoe how long i can control the thing in me... Somehow i know what u tryin to say when u tok to me... Like when u wana hang up the call (like juz now)... Like when u tryin to tell me that u gona meet ur frenz... Juz somehow or rather i know what u heading to.. But some other things i wud not be able to guess it.. Bout what are u really thinkin about..? What do u really wan..? What are things i yet to know..? Im always kinda nuetral to him.. but he is pissing me off.. Can say im selfish or what.. Becuz its me, im aint him So I dun give a damn bout it.. But .. ... Heartless to who... u chose.. i got to learn to act as if i dunoe.. then shut up Sorry Blog... Complaining to you like so many times this few days.. but then u juz have to suck it in... *hang-on* Many more would be coming.. Since u can see im really sad and dun wan u to go, y u still chose to go? Its like FINALLY the FIRST time im saying a 'NO' but its invalid.. Why.. Its even more sad.. SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream SreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSreamSream I Dun Understand... Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Life in Singapore is.. practical? Even at my workplace, it is so... People appear to be with you but u never know when they gonna tok bout you from the back.. Im aint no an actor.. I cant act juz to please others.. Even when i was juz joking, i have to think twice.. So what..Be good and obedient.. Listen and do.. Doesnt that sound like being a dog's life...? Even if tryin to act juz so goes against j0n.. I know, i have to pick up this skill to act accordingly for the future.. cuz im sure outside working enviroment wud be the same way too.. or maybe even worse.. So in order to survive, i have to be that way... being too much of j0n will kill j0n eventually... Maybe thats juz life... Of cuz it wud be the best to be myself.. Wayang-ing aint my type.. People i respect actually doesnt seem to be respectable.. Who knows when shit will happen and they bite ur head off in the end.. u never the person wud be that way... j0n is a person who wud rather get hurt to know every truth then to be keep in the dark.. Or issit better to be kept in the dark and get fooled without knowing anything so to avoid getting hurt or unhappy? Cuz j0n minds can really run wild u see... Marathon, Biathalon, Trithalon and goes on.. It will juz keep going and going.. maybe till the event is over and he finally can rest.. Headache u see... what will u guys do? To know or not to know... im confused.. Im sure theres many more things i have yet to know or will never be known to me.. Each time i got 'surprises'.. Each time i juz got to learn it.. Im like lost.. I dunoe what to do.. It seem really so hard to get it.. and its getting tougher.. Someone enlighten me? Its even harder to explain to anybody.. I dun even know how to phrase it out exactly.. So who else can tok to me beside myself.. I wud let it be... and see how it goes.. and i will juz goes with the flow.. Haven been ranting to my blog since so long.. so BLOG take my words... and swallow... Thanks emo-jon Tuesday, June 12, 2007
So at the end of the boring sunday i went out~!! Wanna have a guys chill out over at town cuz it really been like so long since its the only the 3 of us meeting up.. So Qiao, when i reach there, jeremy called and said he's at party wit GF, GF's cousin, and ranzl, and so we join them lo.. Jasmine Honey Denis Helmet 3 KaoBeis finally after the KTV session, its time for the 3guys crapping session..Went over to the cineleisure the XinWang HongKong Cafe. Hong Kong Cafe not worth it noodles i cant even remmeber when was the last time juz the 3 of us meet up..chatted and crap.. laughter and memories... its juz never seem to be drifted between us.. its almost gona be 10yrs... Well before going off, i went to play wit Denis Vespar...lolXxx.. Me on the Ride Denis On the Ride ~~~~ 0.o ~~~~ Does it have to be that way everytime...? 040607 Theres Salsa prac today..this dance is getting bored seriously..maybe cuz of the stupid shine, i simply hate shine man.. now i prefer the ballroom k... ~~~~ 0.o ~~~~ its exact one month since we the day we first meet up.. Seem so long but juz a month.. things getting weirder now. have it change to protect urself or im juz used to the usual way? normally i wud be inform or even so called getting permission from me but now? plus i dun even know it till i called and asked u myself.. i know it wud be this way in the future... *Changed 050607 Theres a course i have to attend at YCK @ NCS HUB... Its like boring can. I nearly fall aslp lo.. Its a small room having only ard 16 of us..by the time i reach, theres only left this first row seat right beside my CSM, the Warrent officer..he offer me to sit beside him la...then guesss wat i replied : "its ok, i rather sit on the floor.." to me, i was juz kidding la, but who knows to them, they think im giving trouble.... Stupid old fellow.. anyway, finally it end at 1230...My IC let me off after having lunch at AMK S11 (damn s11 again).. Met up wit hazel and went to prac our salsa and ballroom till our rehearsal start at block E.. we are like practising directly opposite the room la..haha.. and even start msging..lolXxx after prac alil while of the salsa and went back home lo 060607 i got half day work once again..rush back to NYP to watch the lunchtime performance.. got the Fbodz, Dance Company, Dance Inc, Ballroom... hmmmmmmmmm juz to say tat u guys better buck up... pple are improving.. only one of the dance i din really watch cuz I WAS FILMING it down la..lolXXx... like im only watching one person dancing...GD JOb BB...lOlXxx.. .opSs Hazel and ME~! Bleah untill those fboderz bug me to leave for O school~!!! lolXx.. Prac for the big groove this sunday.. After the prac and eating over at the Kopitiam and denis called...i tot we are like meeting up and yup we are meeting up but over at TTS hospital.. Damn him and his gf got into accident.. Its juz some technical fault to cause all this and landed in hopsital.. Denis is more ok but gf need some stitches man... DUde, things are unexpected no matter how careful u are.. somebody went studying wit SOMEBODY... its study so go lo.. so easy to say so hard to handle.. i may not be sensitive enough tat din remove those photos..sorry.. causing all this to happen.. i think this triggered ur fear, im sorry and im afraid.. ~~~~ 0.o ~~~~ does it have to be this way whenever u meet him... cant seem to contact u in anyway.. if u dunoe, im a person where my minds really can go wild... photos is really from the past.. i will know my limit k.. 070607 it was again prac in sch for the big groove... after then went to nearby my place to have dinner and then back home.. Dun forget bout ur test again k... ~~~~ 0.o ~~~~ u still keeping things to urself and by the time i know bout it its like when u have so much thinking thru bout it already.. im sure theres many things i do not know yet, keeping from me intentionally or unintentionally.. multi-storey carpark.. 080607 its friday and i got extra manning which i have to reach workplace at only 5 pm... the job was suppose to start at 7pm but when i reach there i was told it has change to 11pm.. SO what for coming so early??? Bloodyhell...and spoil my friday nite.. btw that time went out to eat at 201 then went to Tamp walk walk And we are wearing the No.4... stupid can, walking around in that shit..before gg back to workplace at around 9, i went to buy some food la.. lolXxx... Lunch~ erm snack...lolXxx the job in the end drag and drag till the next morning 730am then completed.... isnt it like shit.. and got to rush home to change then to nyp for the mr bellman.. ~~~~ 0.o ~~~~ its confusing.. By right i dun have anything, to say i wan to know everything happening.. but i wana know, but still got no rights... i wan to be the one listening to all ur woes..u think i will complain bout it? i wud rather u tok to me then to suffer alone.. tok bout many things but i know somethings is hard to settle or never able to.. 090607 its mr bellman time straight after my work..i took a cab and rush back home to change and cab down to NYP.. its the last part of the section 3 and new section 4 choreo today...its still fun and better then salsa...lolXx... it ended at 1pm today and due to unable to get the studio after 1pm so we have to leave.. SO we went to the AMK hub for lunch...hmmm there was suppose to have 12 or 12 of us i think but in the end left me hazel cindy timothy and janelle eating together...lOLXxx.. cuz we took a cab there while the rest walk there and end up din contact each other.. Well all split up in the end, i went back home to lighten my bag before gg over to TBG rehearsal at 8pm.. its only a 10 mins marking out on stage and we have to go all the way there... like kinda wat la... lolXx.. but well... WCO and Groung Scatter are there too... They like dope shit la.. God-like dancerz.. anti-gravity breakers.. Cools sia.. Well finally WCO finish their rehearsal, me ben and david went to changi village to eat... check this out...its really a filling and worthy meal man... im like bloated man...lolXxx Jumbo Mixed Grilled Platter Finally Finished~~ Finally back home and rest... ~~~~ NOW ~~~~ its gonna be this time baby~~~ loLXx... later wud be the time to go on that grand stage.. gona do my best ya...lolXx... loves to be on stage.. *hope tat shit wun happen..i wonder how to handle it..kaoXx... Misses~ |
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Name: j0n
-[ i miss dancing so muchie; ]- -[ i respect frenship; ]- -[ i cherish frenship; ]- -[ i believe in frenship; ]- -[ i love new hp msg when i juz woke up; ]- -[ i love stage; ]- -[ i love dancing; ]- -[ i love singing; ]- -[ i love the beach; ]- -[ i love quietness; ]- -[ i love chaos; ]- -[ i love crowds; ]- -[ i love being alone; ]- -[ i fear being alone too tho; ]- -[ i can be a quiet guy; ]- -[ i can be noisy as well; ]- -[ i love to hug..; ]- -[ but is there anyone?; ]- :: fetish uncoils - - - - - :: dark desires
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May 2007 :: treasurous content Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm :: demon's childs
- [F.Bodz] :: victims' screams
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