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Tuesday, August 14, 2007
i dun feel that good for this comin saturday.. hope it wud be fine man.. Monday, August 13, 2007
Went out for comp costumes stuff in the afternn then to watch the first heat.. Kinda feel tat the the next 2 heat wud have many more strong crew.. there after we went Changi V for dinner before heading down to the humble and wise leader house...lolXxx.. i thought we wud be eating over at the hawker but well its there..terminal.. the previous time i was there is during tat musical chalet.. so memo came back.. we shared that plate and we strolled to the corner which i walk there again this time.. the carpark we drove to and sat by there.. things goin at the chalet, the msg i received when she's lying down goin to slp.. ben got kinda emo before the meal too..haha.. like only the 2 of us will get emo.. well.. i think he know how i think and feel somehow.. din say anything but somehow i know la.. thanks bro.. Chill man... jon is still ok... dance dance dance~!!!! ~~~~~o.0~~~~~ yayayayayayayayayayayayayaya lalalallalalalaaalalalalalal Thursday, August 9, 2007
thatday i din expect u to reply something that i wana hear.. or to think back, it may be the normal reaction i guess.. and i din blame and put the fault on u cuz u din say that.. and naturally there will be this dissapointment in it.. and to stop dancing aint a stupid reason to me.. previously i tot of it too but i know i cant let it go juz yet.. and now im planning to take up a degree and im using this to stop my dancing and concentrate on my studies when i start.. its juz gona be a hobbies... i need to to move forward or i will stuck in coming back to nyp now and then.. so u feel that i always expecting something from you? i use to.. to think to ask for cookies/sandwiches myself.. but now i din.. tho i still hope for some msgs some times..lolXx.. theres a different role.. im letting go, u have ald let go... but well im doing fine... juz once in a while i will go .. .. keeping myself busy and plus the suntectdance~!! juz have to keep in gd health man... think i will die early man with the way i spending my time.. at times im being crazy man.. seeing things.. and end up staring at the person.. lolXx.. wat the hell sia... dun get punched one day jon.. heck care too.. its aint ur matter anymore so keep it out of ur mind... jon's problem again.. only jon can cure it.. ~~~~~ 0.o ~~~~~ LIfe juZ SuCK iSNt It PeOpLe~!! I think im the one who is the problem causing shit~!! Wonder why i delete my previous blog When the things i blogging now aint got no difference to those... Stupid Jon UR A Noob~~~~ NIteXxx jon.. i know i need lotsa rest.. -imfinenimissinu- Sunday, August 5, 2007
its the last ballroom class with bellman.. maybe its mine too.. it aint a sudden thought for me actually. i have actually tot of stopping dance and move forward.. i told her about it and i least to my expect of her reply... did i hope for some caring reply? no i din.. the reply froze me for a second.. and in the end it sound like i bring all this upon myself.. for myself... To be exact, its also the first time i talk to her like that.. Am i pissed? Dissapointed? To a certain, i am... Speechless.. For me, there's matter that words which are hard to express.. juz like whole chunk of rojak.. Wonder why im still able to stay back for the afternoon prac.. im there but souless... aint my face showing only dao-ness? afew frenly peeps askin if we are alrite.. why im having sucha emo face.. ha... well.. juz have to be that way ppl.. and its not the "WE" u think we are.. juz frenz, partner like u guys.. actually there's nothing on for me for the whole day.. just know it will be tough stayin.. im feeling uneasy.. before, its us dancing there.. now, its only me dancing there.. im in the dark, and i see only others dancing under the spotlight.. or.. im under the only spotlight while many pair of eyes hiding in the dark glaring at me.. i hate it.. the feel when doing rumble, i cant feel it now.. the instance when lookin into ur eyes, i felt a pain.. its juz ... ... i thought its over... accidentally browse thru those photos... damn.. sometimes when i check thru the hp msg inbox.. each time i delete some.. till now.. there nothing i wana delete anymore.. well.... there will be one day where it will be cleared...~!!! ~~~~~ o.0 ~~~~~ Seriously, i think my Life Sucks.. ROOARRRRRRR~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Somebody Kill Me Please~!!!!!!!!!!!!! I thought... ... SIgh~~~ |
:: demonic spawn PROFILE 
Name: j0n
-[ i miss dancing so muchie; ]- -[ i respect frenship; ]- -[ i cherish frenship; ]- -[ i believe in frenship; ]- -[ i love new hp msg when i juz woke up; ]- -[ i love stage; ]- -[ i love dancing; ]- -[ i love singing; ]- -[ i love the beach; ]- -[ i love quietness; ]- -[ i love chaos; ]- -[ i love crowds; ]- -[ i love being alone; ]- -[ i fear being alone too tho; ]- -[ i can be a quiet guy; ]- -[ i can be noisy as well; ]- -[ i love to hug..; ]- -[ but is there anyone?; ]- :: fetish uncoils - - - - - :: dark desires
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