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Monday, July 23, 2007
Good Guys Get The Hurts, Bad Guys Get The Loves.. So what being nice and in the end im the one who get hurt? Am i doing anything wrong? I need to get a shield for myself to protect myself from anymore.. Shud have know i wud get hurt but still went on and on after each time my heart falls.. Shud have know when i got suspected.. Shud have know when things started to change at first.. but i cant let it go... stupid jon.. Well.. so what now? Be a bad guy.. No point giving anymore.. Im juz another guy.. who searching for the one but to no avail.. give up then.. live the best out of my singlehood.. wana do what i haven do before when im single.. its a raining day.. but im feeling warm all the while.. till the phone rang.. suddenly i juz turn cold and freezing.. my feet and palm turns cold.. i wonder why issit so? even now when im typing, its cold.. i miss u.. ~~~~~ o.0 ~~~~~ its hard to give up.. feelin empty and hollow juz like before i know you... you filled my heart.. you gave me laughter.. you taught me how to smile.. you gave me happiness.. you gave me hurt.. you gave me dissapointment.. i cant forget u.. it needs time i know but this period of time sucks.. and how long does it takes.. im suffering.. i know im back to nightlife again.. juz to keep me refrain from thinkin when im at home in the lonely night.. its juz goes wild and i cant handle it.. even on the club dancefloor, memories flew back.. couples out there sucks..making me puke.. in ktv the lyrics juz bringing it back to me.. once again i hold back my tears and swallow.. i miss the first month esp.. isnt it wonderful? isnt it sweet and heart warming? it never gona come back to me again.. im missing u badly right now... but what can i do? i miss ur hug but its juz a instant of warmth and hurts rush in.. i know that but i know i still cant refrain from the hug if have one.. Learning to Smile When the Heart is aching.. InPain -j0n- |
:: demonic spawn PROFILE 
Name: j0n
-[ i miss dancing so muchie; ]- -[ i respect frenship; ]- -[ i cherish frenship; ]- -[ i believe in frenship; ]- -[ i love new hp msg when i juz woke up; ]- -[ i love stage; ]- -[ i love dancing; ]- -[ i love singing; ]- -[ i love the beach; ]- -[ i love quietness; ]- -[ i love chaos; ]- -[ i love crowds; ]- -[ i love being alone; ]- -[ i fear being alone too tho; ]- -[ i can be a quiet guy; ]- -[ i can be noisy as well; ]- -[ i love to hug..; ]- -[ but is there anyone?; ]- :: fetish uncoils - - - - - :: dark desires
Flows
May 2007 :: treasurous content Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm :: demon's childs
- [F.Bodz] :: victims' screams
Say Your Piece
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