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Sunday, August 5, 2007
its the last ballroom class with bellman.. maybe its mine too.. it aint a sudden thought for me actually. i have actually tot of stopping dance and move forward.. i told her about it and i least to my expect of her reply... did i hope for some caring reply? no i din.. the reply froze me for a second.. and in the end it sound like i bring all this upon myself.. for myself... To be exact, its also the first time i talk to her like that.. Am i pissed? Dissapointed? To a certain, i am... Speechless.. For me, there's matter that words which are hard to express.. juz like whole chunk of rojak.. Wonder why im still able to stay back for the afternoon prac.. im there but souless... aint my face showing only dao-ness? afew frenly peeps askin if we are alrite.. why im having sucha emo face.. ha... well.. juz have to be that way ppl.. and its not the "WE" u think we are.. juz frenz, partner like u guys.. actually there's nothing on for me for the whole day.. just know it will be tough stayin.. im feeling uneasy.. before, its us dancing there.. now, its only me dancing there.. im in the dark, and i see only others dancing under the spotlight.. or.. im under the only spotlight while many pair of eyes hiding in the dark glaring at me.. i hate it.. the feel when doing rumble, i cant feel it now.. the instance when lookin into ur eyes, i felt a pain.. its juz ... ... i thought its over... accidentally browse thru those photos... damn.. sometimes when i check thru the hp msg inbox.. each time i delete some.. till now.. there nothing i wana delete anymore.. well.... there will be one day where it will be cleared...~!!! ~~~~~ o.0 ~~~~~ Seriously, i think my Life Sucks.. ROOARRRRRRR~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Somebody Kill Me Please~!!!!!!!!!!!!! I thought... ... SIgh~~~ |
:: demonic spawn PROFILE 
Name: j0n
-[ i miss dancing so muchie; ]- -[ i respect frenship; ]- -[ i cherish frenship; ]- -[ i believe in frenship; ]- -[ i love new hp msg when i juz woke up; ]- -[ i love stage; ]- -[ i love dancing; ]- -[ i love singing; ]- -[ i love the beach; ]- -[ i love quietness; ]- -[ i love chaos; ]- -[ i love crowds; ]- -[ i love being alone; ]- -[ i fear being alone too tho; ]- -[ i can be a quiet guy; ]- -[ i can be noisy as well; ]- -[ i love to hug..; ]- -[ but is there anyone?; ]- :: fetish uncoils - - - - - :: dark desires
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May 2007 :: treasurous content Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm :: demon's childs
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